> Hi Paul
>
> I was thinking about you today and I thought of a few things...one is that it
> feels really nice to be in contact with you like this. I love hearing about
> your life there. You say you are secluded and do not eat much. You must spend
> so much time on your computer though?  I really appreciate the time you take
> to reply to me. I wonder what you do when not typing and reading? I imagine
> you taking walks on your land and smiling ever so beautifully.
> What I  thought about is why it is that you are not more in the limelight so
> to speak. I mean Tolle is good like alot of others are, though  he doesnt look
> really, really happy. He says and writes amazing things but something is
> missing. I remember you ten yrs. ago and you made me fly with the energy you
> said things. In Germany on your last tour I felt there was less of that
> dialogue energy coming from you. However on the other hand I  experienced the
> most amazing time of my life. One blissful minute got better than the last and
> I could feel being one with the Universe. The things that happened in the
> evening sharing groups were sooo loving and real. You created the group
> energy.　Its funny because I couldnt hear much of your words at that group、 but
> two days ago I spent hours listening to the recordings done there and you said
> some very very neat things. I dont know if you realize what was happening to
> us. I say us because I dont believe it was just
>  me. I spent some time with Petra and Bernard in Berlin afterwards and we were
> flowing very, very nicely. Sometimes I wonder if you will be more known after
> you leave this life.  It really doesnt matter but I just ponder sometimes and
> say why isnt half the world trying to get to see you.  So maybe its like the
> great artists who never got recognized for their work while they lived. I am
> not saying that you didnt enjoy life because I know you have had alooooot of
> fun. Not many people in the world have had as much. I say that because not
> many people can speak their truth like yourself and I have experienced
> speaking my truth. it is the most wonderful thing in life. When one shares
> something to someone about what they are seeing in them be it good or bad
> without worrying about the consequences they are so in a state of bliss. I
> have done it and I know you certainly have done it a million time more.
> I think it is like you said a few days ago, most people are arm-chair seekers.
> They would rather read a book or watch Tolle or Bashaar but if they came to
> you they might have to really do something like plunge into that chaos.. and
> leave everything behind.
>
> Sending lots of Love and Smiles.
>
> Ray
>