Bhairavi has a whole blog on this website of her Aghori practices at:
http://www.newrealities.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=category§ionid=9&id=170&Itemid=1181
Bhairavi originates from Sanskrit as Bha Ra Va.
Maitreya wrote the Bhairava Tantra for Gurudev,
and the ancient reference is from the Yogini Hrydaya:
[mantra] “Visvashya bharanat vamanat shushti
stithi samhārakāri parasivaha” - the shiva almighty
lord creates this universe, he nourishes it and
again he dissolves it into himself.
That is why Bhairava is the ultimate energy and
his shakti, his energy, is Bhairavi. Bibhite klesho
yasmādithi bhairavaha - all the sorrows, pains, agonies
and accidents who creates, he is Bhairava because to
come out of all that we have to worship his shakti, Bhairavi.
“Bhairavaha sarva shakti bharitaha” – all those
energies, siddhis, are his family to the Bhairava,
so we should worship Bhairavi, his energy, to
attain all the energies.
This entire concept of time is Bhairava’s form.
One who desires to grow above time has to worship
his energy; that is Bhairavi. One sadhaka who
gives up lust, greed, passion, everything becomes
his Bhairavi, his energy. The union of a Bhairavi
and Bhairava is the union of absolute reality.
The path of Shiva and Shakti exists as the same,
but the path of the Bhairava cult involves direct
relationship through the human agonies and sufferings
to grow out of them. We dive right into that which we
want to evolve from. As you can imagine, the path
of the Bhairavi is very intense. It is intense in enjoyment,
where every desire is fulfilled to lead to dissolution
from it. So a Bhairavi cannot be any female; only
those who have reached a certain level of growth
can handle this level of enjoyment. Only one with
so many births can this level of enjoyment prevent
personal enslavement to such human afflictions, as
those not able to evolve out of them can become
addicted and further enslaved. The Bhairava worships
his Bhairavi, and together they do their sadhana to
uplift themselves to higher levels of consciousness.
And a Bhairavi constantly thinks about her Guru,
as she is dissolved into him. Aghori – The Bhairavi path also belongs to the path of
the Aghora, that which is not impure. Nothing is impure
to the Bhairavi. Ghora is that which is impure. In our past
lives, Maitreya was, and still is, Aghori Kharpara Bharati,
and I was, and am, Bhajrani, his Bhairavi. While human nature
allows us to forget the memories of our past lives, the
samskāras, the impressions are still there when we
take our next birth. So over and over we question,
why do I keep doing the same mistakes? What is the
reason behind it? Why me? These questions never
resolve themselves, actually they make the burdens
more difficult to overcome. Instead of thinking so,
acceptance of who we are without knowing our
past mistakes serves an ability to accept all.
Then all facets of the human existence will be
considered as not impure, or pure. Aghoris
worship such items as human skulls, and use
them in rituals as a way to face the hidden truth.
Ordinary people will condemn such practices as
disgusting or evil, but the skull is a beautiful part
of the human body. Everyone has one, it is just
that we don’t see a skull in living beings that
reminds us of the future death to come. This is the
death that we fear, and Aghori does not have the
fear death, nor fear that which we cannot see with
the naked eye. As blood is feared when it pours
out of a wound, actually it is the living material
within us, we just now have to look at the pain
associated with it. And again, the Aghori cares
not about pain, but openly acknowledges it and
worships it.
I received my first human skull directly at a smashan,
burial ground, when I visited the Samadhi, final
resting place, of Amritānanda’s Guru. I prayed to
him and continued on a short walk through the field
to a small village. On the same pathway back, a local
villager showed me a skull. Immediately, my eyes lit
up like a child to a new toy, and I asked for it. He
rinsed it in some water, packed it up and I took it
back to the ashram. I never verbally told Amrita
Guruji, only mentally I told him, because I did not
want to bring it in temple for the public to see.
Most people would never understand this path and
it was not the time for such a relic to be released.
The perfect time did come when I visited Maitreya
in Hyderabad, and we were talking about skulls. I
told my son, Varma, that I had one. He wanted to see
it, and I unpacked it. He and Maitreya chanted
Bhairava mantras as they placed their hands on it,
imbibing the powerful energies into the skull. It
now sits in the puja room as a living relic. In fact,
he is joked to be my first husband.
Naked – A Bhairavi is totally naked to the truth.
We come out exposed and naked to the reality. When
a person exposes themselves, there is nothing to hide
that protects you from your incredibly strong ego. We
live unshielded from anyone or any inhibitions.
Truthfully speaking, I always want to be naked.
The hot weather is suffocating in this country, and
I prefer to lie around the peetham in the buff all day
long. In modern Indian society, they cannot tolerate
seeing the skin of a woman. So constantly we play
this game of locking the door and closing the windows,
when men can walk around shirtless with no problem.
There are mosquitoes nightly and the hot sun daily, so
coverage is necessary. But when in the public only the arms,
face and feet are exposed, as well as the flash of belly
and back when wearing a sari. Exposing yourself in
India is considered a sin, because the woman’s body
is considered sacred. So why do they want to cover-up
such a sacred temple that deserves to be worshipped?
Because of Indian suppressions, even women themselves
fall into this trap. I want to be revealed all the time, and I encourage
others to let everything out so that we are left with no
identity to hide. People cannot tolerate this because a
Bhairavi will call you out on all your shit. We want to
bring all of your inhibitions up to the surface so they
can be dissolved. There is no embarrassment to the
Bhairavi because we accept any faults and let them
turn over quickly. I have the innate timing to be at
the right place at the right time to show people exactly
what they have been hiding, whether they like it or not.
This can bring enemies, temporary or permanent, but it
is only done out of love for them to see them grow
out of their inhibitions. So, people like Nirmala and
Sobha cannot stomach my presence at all. Nirmala
came over last night saying she wanted to do some
seva for Maitreya, but also wanted some privacy to
get laid. A Bhairavi has nothing to hide, everything to
reveal, so she would never need any privacy. She asked
him to ask me to hide in the puja room while they had
sex all in a full sari. I am such a cooperative Bhairavi that
I would gladly be of service to them, chant mantras,
apply lubrication, anything to show love to a fellow
Bhairavi. But alas, the great Bhairavi tradition is lost in
India, and the situation was what it was. Even Americans
cannot digest my presence when I open my mouth,
because they do not like their suppressions and mistakes
blasted out to the universe. But a Bhairavi is fearless
about themselves and their loved ones. Not a wife – A Bhairavi is not a wife at all, although our
love is purer than any married couple. While Maitreya is
my ever-beloved from so many thousands of years, we are
not subject to the social constraints that a typical marriage
has. In fact we are not even legally married, nor really care
to, even though we are expecting biological children.
We did promise ourselves and declare our love privately,
but without any witnesses and the pomp and circumstance
dog show. Maitreya says that no spiritual cult can hold a
couple together, only the love can keep them together.
That’s why he says that if we have the love we can be
together, if we don’t have the love then we cannot be
together. So there is no need for us to be wed.
There is a Sanskrit term that so describes this form
of marriage of nymphs, gandharva vivaha, celestial
marriage, where a boy and girl agree to marry in private
without the presence of any witness or spiritual cult, and
they are considered married. This doesn’t exist openly in
modern society anywhere, so again we challenge the
social norms. Usually sexual monogamy is assumed in a love union,
but a Bhairavi and a Bhairava do not uphold such ideas.
Ananda Bhairavis and Ananda Bhairavas practice
vama tantra, where sexual union is a central part of the
ritual. In our case, Maitreya is also known as Aghori
Kharpara Bharati, where he had many Bhairavis and
partook in vama tantra and uplifted many Bhairavis
to the celestial world. Those that surrendered completely
to their Guru aren’t roaming the world any longer, while
those that didn’t, like me, still exist today. In the past,
I did practice vama tantra with him, but kept dodging
and leaving him lifetimes over and over again. Some of
us have been cursed by our Guru, that they are even living
in a male body in this life but show huge potential as a
Bhairavi. But we don’t just fall off the trees, so don’t
expect to go out on a date with one expecting a great fuck.
Bhairavis are very hard to find, and would only be
revealed to those who have this kind of karmic connection.
If you find a Bhairavi and try to marry her like any mere
mortal, good luck if you have any idea of what that kind
relationship is, because it won’t be that. A healer – Bhairavis are great natural healers. Daily
Maitreya and I do pranic healing for ourselves and our
children to clear negative energy. Our family is currently
hit by some prayoga, tantric black magic, so we are constantly
working to keep our family together. We also massage
constantly for healing and to bring back the wonderful
yoga of touch back to this Indian society that is so
afraid of touching each other, especially the opposite sex. Works with the weather – Bhairavis have the ability to
work with or affect their weather surroundings. During
her evening of Navaratri, nine nights of worship for the
Mahavidyas, the ten great wisdom goddesses, I started to
experience it directly. The goddess Chinnamasta literally
means “severed head.” We cut off our own head which
means cutting off the thoughts to reach Absolute Reality.
When doing the Chinnamasta sadhana, I was able to connect
with the electrical field, and lightning storms followed me
while driving through the entire state of New York to Pennsylvania.
The Chinnamasta energy works with lightning, and also will
disrupt any electrical equipment, so be careful when you use
computers, cell phones, stereos and such items because
they will go away, and again you have to surrender to that in
your normal life. When I did a Bhairavi fire worship, a
raging storm of heavy rain, lightning and thunder hit directly
at midnight the moment I walked out the door.
Coincidence you may say, but the Bhairavi does have
this power as she is totally in tune with Mother Nature.
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